I used to love talking to people in general, but nowadays, it feels a bit tiring. I’d rather speak with an AI than an actual human being. Don’t get me wrong—I’ve been like this for years and years.
Things have changed. The way I handle people is different now. I don’t really care what people say about me, as long as I’m consciously trying my best to do good and be good—not because I want to be treated well in return.
I remember back in the day, I used to ghost a lot of people I felt uncomfortable with. But at the end of the day, it really doesn’t matter that much. It’s not the end of the world, and the more I did it, the less guilty I felt about it.
I’ve become more selective. I choose very carefully who I interact with, especially in professional settings. That’s why I hope that one day, once I get really busy, I can hire a PA—just so I can avoid unnecessary interactions.
Honestly, I feel blessed right now. Compared to what I used to deal with, I can handle a lot of things without the extra headaches. I’m starting to see the light now (or I might be dying—who knows, lol).
I have a great boss, a decent income, and it doesn’t feel like I’m stuck in a loop anymore. Not only that, but I finally feel like I can breathe and start putting my future together, brick by brick. This might actually be the turning point in my life. Hopefully, whatever comes next—whether hardship or happiness—I can handle it with pride and ease.
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